Today is my first day home after being en-wombed in my blessed community of Friends. I am always glad to return home, to return to my quiet and gentle world. Inevitably, though, I must venture out to buy a few necessities and wants. I cringed when the clerk bagged my few things, watching the tender spinach leaves squished by the weight of the large sweet potato and the chocolate bars tossed carelessly into the bag, also in danger of being pummeled. Her mind was on other things: she and the supervisor were discussing the timing of her lunch break.
In truth, it was probably my own tender heart that was being bruised by the secular nature of the world. I had, after all, been living for four days among gentle F/friends. It was our seventh gathering and we have grown in trust and sense of community. The depth of our sharing, our ability to strip ourselves publicly of the most painful and shameful events of our lives, is breathtaking. And yet, we also share much laughter and joy, which lovingly cushion our more difficult moments.
I returned home to my sun-filled living room, grateful for the en-wombment of my home, grateful to have survived my brief adventure among those less attentive to the present moment. There was one sweet encounter, though. As I was leaving the ABC store, the clerk cautioned me to be attentive on my drive home, that I might arrive safely. Blessed be.